A woman in grow..

I'm just cannot describe myself here with detail, yet there's thing could told that i'm different with other is i'm still single in 21st years old, sometimes i got so envy with others couple were holding hand with excitement but even time i'm just asking to myself " are they really completely happy with theirs?".  No, i'm not oneself who has desire to having relationship too much, i'm still don't know how to love with fully my heart, cause i think having a relationship is something like serious. I'm a girl with too many dreams require to reach,, i cannot taken by anybody if that's just for stopping mine. I need to be 'me' first, be a good in any condition may to come and last is to make myself READY in having those relationship. I think i think too much but it really need to be ready first then we can share with others about our life together forever. Huh..

Well, findings love is part of our journey, the journey which we through with mission to achieve our goal in this life, a goal that everybody's has. Not only getting a new car or having a super big house, it’s referring to what purpose of our present in this world for. 

I admit that in this journey we met so many people but still hasn't a desire to commit to be share a life, it's not that person not qualified for our self,  not it's not, beside that we are just still not ready yet, still has a hole in life which will seek to address by our own firstly.