Zona nyaman..

Teruus belajar.. move jika sudah merasa dititik paling atas kejenuhan.. karna ada masa dimana kamu membutuhkan perubahan..bukan meninggalkan.. tapi karna kamu sudah tidak bsa membedakan antara kepuasan dan kemalasan, ya pada saat itulah.. kamu brada di area comfort zone. Mimpi2 yg kamu tulis setiap awal tahun dibulan Januari lalu lupa sudah di bulan Maret dan merasa bahwa kehidupan saat ini sudah cukup memberikan kepuasan dan kbahagian.. Perubahan itu sangat perlu..karna perlahan kenyaman itu sendiri yang membunuh otakmu dan potensimu.. ‪#‎semangat‬

Nothing

Life a lot of trouble inside but i would rather catch up what it is in ur eyes, O.. haaa.. I could see merely something which could offer me a more suffer. Things you left behind here were clumsy, harrowing. You saw me like nothing, but I could hear your footstep among crowded people and streetlights just then. A minutes away you turn your step back, rushed on me who am still stuck on endure the toss. The footstep were really different, I could heard it like people feeling terribly confused. Ooh God. He just saw me again like nothing. No, his eyes reflect on what his inside. I could barely feels it out. The street and light were no voice. People around were excessive on their way. And we just endure all the silent. That time was stoped, cant count it how many time he stared at me, he convinced me with nothing to talk, nevertheless his packed bag was on my hand, he took it on me. Told me goodbye... And nothing. #nothing

Paris the city full of art...

Last night i was watching film Midnight in Paris the romantic comedy genre, it offered a view of the beautiful city Paris,France. The story itself tell about the guy Gil Pender, a screenwriter who is forced to confront the shortcomings of his relationship with his fiance and their life purpose which was felt truly different. He went over the the city by foot and enjoying midnight visiting many place he was never been before until he find a girl who really can made him felt comfort anytime they were walking around the road.
To be honest, i would rather see the landscape of that city offered by that film then the story, i was wondered when i could visit that city, and i'd like to walking around the road when it's rain day n night.
And today, i asked my friend and he does known many things about France. He also has a dream to get there and he also said that his father sent him a picture while he was in Paris which made him really so envy hahaha...
France, the city full with art was too far from the country i was born, but my friend told me that if you really wanna get there you just need to believe them all, all came from your thought, dream first as long as that dream was free, so the world will conspire in helping you to reach them.
But what i get is... i love to share anything with people, it offered me to know what the real world is.

Superwoman..

Laugh, cries loud,the happy life was really that simple. How can i be somebody like i am right now if without you all my girls. The Precious things i ever had, you're such as a great Superwoman. I wrote this after i known you about 4 years long, have nothing i afford to share completely but "To Be Happy Was Really That Simple" you were taught me till now, you could gave me place to rest when i can't stop my brain to think. When i think that the life was to hard, but you teach me that sometimes life wasn't hard as i thought. I love you more than i can told but you are really my Superwoman.

A woman in grow..

I'm just cannot describe myself here with detail, yet there's thing could told that i'm different with other is i'm still single in 21st years old, sometimes i got so envy with others couple were holding hand with excitement but even time i'm just asking to myself " are they really completely happy with theirs?".  No, i'm not oneself who has desire to having relationship too much, i'm still don't know how to love with fully my heart, cause i think having a relationship is something like serious. I'm a girl with too many dreams require to reach,, i cannot taken by anybody if that's just for stopping mine. I need to be 'me' first, be a good in any condition may to come and last is to make myself READY in having those relationship. I think i think too much but it really need to be ready first then we can share with others about our life together forever. Huh..

Well, findings love is part of our journey, the journey which we through with mission to achieve our goal in this life, a goal that everybody's has. Not only getting a new car or having a super big house, it’s referring to what purpose of our present in this world for. 

I admit that in this journey we met so many people but still hasn't a desire to commit to be share a life, it's not that person not qualified for our self,  not it's not, beside that we are just still not ready yet, still has a hole in life which will seek to address by our own firstly.

Listen...

Can u see what’s a thing happen on somebody without u got heard before, or could u ask something softly from your heart without arguing and judging. Listen is things more than just your ear present to somebody else.

Sometime we felt that we won a conversation cause we have been explained what words were ringing in our mind and doesn't care what are they feel those time. We can be the expert one as speaker, we are easy to explain what another person done with them fault. We can too easy to give somebody a suggestion about what they felt cause u thought that it could resolved if we used our think-not feeling.

Oooohhh…  how many words we have been gave to others but it too much give them pain?.

Trouble with my field

Dear i have trouble with this lesson, honest when i was in class i got my brain refuse for any kind of part these task. it feels like i don't want to face that day, the day when there taxation class.. it's sound too much but it happen to me. I spent so much energy to do that lessons but i got nothing, i'm not competent... my eyes my ears cannot connect to my brain even I've stayed all day in class. Simply, i didn't like my field...